Sunday, October 4, 2015

As Doves Fly

I had but one important task to do that summer and that was to take care of Little Dove. My husband had befriended him in early spring and the bird had become a special feathered friend. In fact, he would see us sitting on the porch and land first on the shed, then come down onto the sidewalk where he practically waddled right up to us. Little Dove would turn his head sideways and look at us with that small round eye as if to ask “What about fresh bird seed?” So when the music circuit called and my husband packed his gear and left for summer performances, he said “Don’t forget about Little Dove, remember his feeding times.”
Summer came, I revived my drought weary lawn, planted new things and of course, I remembered the backyard birds, especially Little Dove. He didn’t seek me out like he did the Music Man, but I could tell he liked me as I would catch him giving me that small, slanted dove look.
One Saturday I put water on to boil for iced tea as I was doing yard work. I had put the bird food down and and was watering some plants. I remembered that the water might be boiling so I clicked the shut-off nozzle and ran inside to the kitchen. I had only been inside a couple minutes when I returned and saw an unwelcome sight. There on the sidewalk was several feathers and drops of blood. Blood so dark red that made my heart sink in severed sadness. I turned to look and that’s when I spotted Miss Fuzz sitting on the perimeter of the sunflowers. The cat had severely injured a bird. What bird? It was nowhere to be found. I hoped it wasn’t Little Dove. I prayed it wasn’t. Do I know for sure? No. What I do know is that I never saw him again after that. I looked for him everyday to come waddling up the walkway, but he never comes. So now I watch the doves gather, some of them are staying and some are migrating away. My heart sinks with sadness and the guilt of a trust that has been broken.
Watering the grass
Little Dove came down to eat
The cat sprang swiftly
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Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Teaching Is...

Turning in my P.R. keys
Going back to those
who might need me
Classes full of
boisterous, jostling
kids
talking too loud
not worrying
about the mechanics
of English grammar
they say
The Count of Monte Cristo
is too boring
Pride and Prejudice is also
I almost might agree
but its really about
building character
deepening understanding
as I well remember
my own distaste
for A Tale of Two Cities
meaningless outline
crafted by a would-be
English teacher long ago
I must make them see
knowledge is power
build in them
the drive to succeed
teach them a little
something about humanity
and respect
Respect others
Respect themselves
I will have
50 minutes per day
to accomplish this
Teaching is a lot
of things
and not for the
faint of heart….
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Haikus

Diving down in murk
Spearing fish for dinner
Behold tiger shark!
It’s almost school time
Get out the sensible shoes
Tell them grammar is cool

Monday, September 28, 2015

Haiku Poetry

Villain you bleak soul
Running wild with scissors sharp
Shredding hearts like air.....
I have done it now
Allowing you inside this tale
We might get trapped here
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Haikus

I feel moments lost
as the dark creeps in early
summer wanes in evening
Black birds gather there
against a darkening sky
fall looms at the door
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Did Funny Go to Sedona?

Recently it seems, I've lost my sense of humor, so I thought I would repost an earlier topic when I thought I was ready to head for Sedona.  I am still missing the teenager and his multiple messes, the one who is now happily ensconsed away at college.  Then below is a new idea where I am imploring the Funny One to maybe cut me some slack.
I think I would like to drop everything and head to Sedona, Arizona. Why is this? Well what better place to commune with nature to enjoy the red hills, dry air, and in general, just forget about every day annoyances. Some of the things that I might choose to forget right now are:
  • the neighbor who glares at me, then blocks my drive: then again....
  • the mini fire that started on my back porch
  • those pesky last 5 pounds
  • how behind I am on reading....and dusting things
  • my teenager and his multiple messes
  • that it is baseball season on TV, soon to be replaced by football with all my camo-wearing, 4-wheeling, hunting happy fellow townsfolk
  • the governor, maybe....
  • the poor, disturbed lady who was madly searching a pile of rubble for a lost barbie shoe
  • the person with a full cart of groceries ahead of me in the express lane
  • the intern student in the office who spent an entire day scribbling signs and penning sayings such as: “Bleep the Vice Lord”
  • the Vice Lord, whoever he is...
Funny
When Funny left me
she let me down hard
turned the corner sharply
at the Avenue of Despair
She took my sense of humor
and deposited it like a bad check
She took happiness
and packed it up
in Louis Vuitton
Funny, I never knew
she was so materialistic
I can't understand
how she could exit
grandly
She gleamed of
no remorse
"Get out your hanky, girl,"
she said with a smirk
How could she allow
me to melt in all this gloom
in a Cyclone of Sorrow
and to persecute me?
she said,
"Would you really
rather have
some nervous energy?"
Funny, yes she left me
headed for the hills
I rather thought
she preferred the beach
Then I asked her kindly
"Do you think
you'll be back?"
She rolled her eyes
and sniffed softly
in my world of Blue
and said,
"Dahling, you know
it really depends on you..."
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Tuesday, September 22, 2015

The House on Tenth Street

I passed by this old house
one evening
alive with candlelight
where it stands
on 10th Street
it has been there
since the early 1900s
against ratcheting time
life expanded
and dissolved
like the neighborhood bakery
barber shop, trinket stores
horses and carriages
replaced by autos
Bonnie and Clyde
roamed the backside
of these streets
World War II ushered in
rationing, praying
tears amid destruction
A tornado hit close
sixties racial turmoil
schools closed
This house was here
when Andy Sims
disappeared without a trace
in 1961
It has been lucky
to remain
in a place where they
tear down history
trying to keep appearance
hip and modern
not even considering
how we need
the contributions of yesterday
and how we can admire
the continuance
of the elegant
yet simple style
the testament to the past
the grace of another time
the comfort that
all those candles
must give to those
returning home
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